Day One Hundred and Fifty Four

One of those days when you truly wish that new shoes fixed everything. I often wonder how hard I'm supposed to try to make this work. How I could possibly move our home and my job to be any closer. How often I'm supposed to text and email even though rejection is immanent. How I'm supposed to leave Addie's daycare while she stands bawling and screaming my name at the fence. At least the shoes sparkle and I have a man who has my back every step of the way.